Very definitely a direct connection in, on one occasion last September grasping what turned out to be live when I thought it had been turned off. But I wasn't earthed at that time so no through path and on other occasions I was always wearing rubber soled footwear.It wasn't a direct connection then.. 230v accros the body , driving say 100 ma will cause all the muscle groups it contacts to contract violently. If a live wire is grasped by the hand, the contraction makes it impossible for the person to let go..if it were on the back of the hand, it would throw the arm away into safety...
The rejection, what you call throwing away, is what always happens to me.
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